Dodgers star cherishing potential last ride after daughter’s tragic passing: ‘motivation is different’
Last week, Alex Vesia made sure to take in the scene.
A full month of baseball, he and the Dodgers hope, still lies ahead this October. Their game last Thursday was nothing more than a regular-season home finale, with the club set to open its postseason back at Dodger Stadium on Saturday in the National League Division Series against the Atlanta Braves.
Still, Vesia couldn’t help but feel sentimental as he traversed the clubhouse that afternoon, and sat out in the bullpen with several longtime teammates that night.
For the last six years, this has been home for the left-handed reliever.
As a pending free agent this offseason, it might not be much longer.
“I sent a text in our family group chat that was like, ‘I potentially could have played my last home game as a Dodger, in the regular season,’” Vesia recounted to the California Post this week. “And it was just like, damn.”
Vesia might not be one of the biggest stars of the Dodgers’ modern-day dynasty. But few players have been more important, or reliable, in their ascent to superteam status.
Since arriving as a little-known trade acquisition in February 2021 (acquired from the Miami Marlins, along with Kyle Hurt, in exchange for Dylan Floro), Vesia has been a stalwart in the Dodgers’ bullpen.
He has made 367 appearances for the club, a whopping 150 more than any other Dodgers pitcher in that span (Evan Phillips is next closest at 232). He has posted a 2.66 ERA and 5.7 wins above replacement, according to Fangraphs (ranking fifth among all left-handed relievers in the majors in that latter category during that period).
It was a rise that required personal reinvention, with the former 17th-round draft pick raising his arm slot and cultivating one of baseball’s most deceptive fastballs with the help of the organization’s highly-touted pitching department.
It was a road full of glorious highs, including two World Series championships, and gut-wrenching lows –– both on the field, like when he was optioned to the minor leagues for part of 2023, but especially off of it, after the unimaginable loss he and his wife experienced last October when their newborn daughter passed away during the Fall Classic.
That ordeal has changed the 30-year-old, in ways he still can’t fully verbalize yet.
“It’s been an extremely hard year,” Vesia said, with a set of pink-accented gloves honoring his late daughter resting in his locker behind him.
It has also altered his perspective during what might be his final ride in Los Angeles, making every little moment something to cherish ahead of an uncertain future.
“I’ve learned, especially over the last year, there’s certain moments in life that you need to stop and take it in,” he explained.
Vesia, of course, would love to be back with the Dodgers next year, and beyond. His consistent production and energetic mound presence have made him something of a fan favorite at this point; so much so, a local artist recently unveiled a mural of him in Burbank.
“I’m very thankful to have spent the last six years here,” he said. “I’ve learned so much about myself and the game, just what it takes to be a champion. That’s really, really, really special.”
Still, this lockout-threatened winter raises even more unknowns than usual.
Thus, even though he noted that “there’s still so much in front of us” this postseason, Vesia has allowed some nostalgia to creep in too.
“Even with Miggy and his sort of goodbye to baseball,” Vesia said, referencing likely-to-retire teammate Miguel Rojas, “some of the stuff that he has said about this team, I also resonate with. Like, it hits me too.”
Entering this October, Vesia’s bonds in the clubhouse and, especially, the bullpen –– a group he was first to nickname “The Dawgs” during their heroic contributions to the team’s 2024 title –– have never felt stronger.
Since the beginning of the season, he has been effusive in describing the ways they have supported him in the wake of last year’s tragedy.
In recent weeks, he has felt the unit’s performance collectively click into place, too, with the Dodgers’ relief corps emerging as a potentially underrated strength in their bid for a World Series three-peat.
“It was just like, guys got out of certain innings where … you could just see them start to trust their stuff,” Vesia said. “It’s definitely exciting. I think our guys in the bullpen are catching strides at the right time.”
Per usual, Vesia has been a key part of that resurgence. He posted a 2.64 ERA with 74 strikeouts in 58 innings on the season. More importantly, he improved his previously faulty command down the stretch, walking just one batter in 11 appearances during September.
Now, he’s hoping it sets up a storybook ending to what has been an emotional campaign –– and potentially his impactful Dodgers career.
“The way I view things are a little bit different. The way I go about my business is a little bit different. The way I’m motivated is a little bit different,” he said, while reflecting back on a traumatic 12 months that have made his connections in the organization all the more meaningful.
“Ultimately, I know the job that I have to do,” he added. “But yeah, my motivation for this month is different.”